Hi–I’m one of the original “Q” followers, so that’s where I first came across you and began following your work. I just need to tell you that the Lord helped me to realize that I needed to come here and contribute in some way, but not to merely be hyper-critical–I think that partly stems from my not being particularly fond of a certain way of speaking, and even praying–I am very glad He did that for me, as I listened to your broadcast tonight–I never realized what a hyper-critical nitwit I really could be, and am so glad He helped me face at least a good chunk of that negativity, and He helped me to just listen to what you were saying, and I found I didn’t disagree at all with you. So, that was a huge relief to me, because I never understood why I kept on trying to find fault in the things you said, or believed. I guess I needed for Him to help me with that, considering that, up until just now, I didn’t even realize I needed to change my internal view, and stop trying to find fault.
I recognize that, that type of fault-finding is definitely not based in the love of God, but generally stems from a desire to have someone fail, for some sinful reason in our own hearts. I think my reason was based on always feeling like such an outsider, and hearing you speak so openly about your relationship with the Lord and our heavenly Father was making that grief turn into a type of jealousy, and I am pretty sure that’s the big reason why the Lord wanted, or rather needed to be the one to help me past that, after I saw it for what it really was. I felt the need to let you know about that, and if I could–and, this is not criticism based on fault-finding, of that I’m sure–but, when we have a problem, the ones from which we need to ask for help are our heavenly Father, as well as the Lord Jesus. Each time I hear someone say they speak to, or they should speak to, God’s Holy Spirit, I feel a very real check in my spirit, which helps me to realize something’s not quite right with what is being said–it’s not something that’s totally wrong or anything, and I can’t explain why that is, or why I see it as being that way. Maybe it follows along with the idea that, even though we have guardian angels, speaking directly to them is to be discouraged–the reason might have to do more with the fact that, since they are spirits, we have a tougher time than not in knowing exactly to whom we are speaking, or with whom we are really dealing. Whereas, if we speak directly to God Almighty/.God the Father, and to the Lord Jesus, we know exactly whom we are addressing, so no guessing game ensues, with us hoping we are addressing a good angel, rather than a bad one. I keep wondering if I should just erase this note or not. I’m sorry if I’ve gone too far with what I’ve said. I did enjoy listening to your broadcast/podcast tonight, so thank you very much. 🙂 God bless
I thought Speaker of the House would be next in line if Pres. and VP are disabled.
Hi–I’m one of the original “Q” followers, so that’s where I first came across you and began following your work. I just need to tell you that the Lord helped me to realize that I needed to come here and contribute in some way, but not to merely be hyper-critical–I think that partly stems from my not being particularly fond of a certain way of speaking, and even praying–I am very glad He did that for me, as I listened to your broadcast tonight–I never realized what a hyper-critical nitwit I really could be, and am so glad He helped me face at least a good chunk of that negativity, and He helped me to just listen to what you were saying, and I found I didn’t disagree at all with you. So, that was a huge relief to me, because I never understood why I kept on trying to find fault in the things you said, or believed. I guess I needed for Him to help me with that, considering that, up until just now, I didn’t even realize I needed to change my internal view, and stop trying to find fault.
I recognize that, that type of fault-finding is definitely not based in the love of God, but generally stems from a desire to have someone fail, for some sinful reason in our own hearts. I think my reason was based on always feeling like such an outsider, and hearing you speak so openly about your relationship with the Lord and our heavenly Father was making that grief turn into a type of jealousy, and I am pretty sure that’s the big reason why the Lord wanted, or rather needed to be the one to help me past that, after I saw it for what it really was. I felt the need to let you know about that, and if I could–and, this is not criticism based on fault-finding, of that I’m sure–but, when we have a problem, the ones from which we need to ask for help are our heavenly Father, as well as the Lord Jesus. Each time I hear someone say they speak to, or they should speak to, God’s Holy Spirit, I feel a very real check in my spirit, which helps me to realize something’s not quite right with what is being said–it’s not something that’s totally wrong or anything, and I can’t explain why that is, or why I see it as being that way. Maybe it follows along with the idea that, even though we have guardian angels, speaking directly to them is to be discouraged–the reason might have to do more with the fact that, since they are spirits, we have a tougher time than not in knowing exactly to whom we are speaking, or with whom we are really dealing. Whereas, if we speak directly to God Almighty/.God the Father, and to the Lord Jesus, we know exactly whom we are addressing, so no guessing game ensues, with us hoping we are addressing a good angel, rather than a bad one. I keep wondering if I should just erase this note or not. I’m sorry if I’ve gone too far with what I’ve said. I did enjoy listening to your broadcast/podcast tonight, so thank you very much. 🙂 God bless
Thank you for your willingness to openly discuss your concerns.